Tuesday, October 25, 2022

Dynamite's Diary - 25th October 2022

I have some good news and bad news to write down.

The good news is that I aced last week's fight. It was actually a lot easier than I expected - I was up against this other martial artist, and I was the only one with explosives. Boom, easy win. Now it means that I get to go to the semi-finals, and therefore one step closer to the grand prize! :D

The bad news is a certain fighter by the name of Malisica.

Malisica is the WORST. She's this attractive blonde young woman with an eyepatch and a blade for a substitute hand. Rumor has it that she looked even more beautiful back in high school, but something happened that damaged her looks and has future chances as a supermodel. I guess that's why she's super surly for now, even if the same rumors claim that she was the ultimate high school tyrant. She actually makes Kinsey seem reasonable with her attitude.

Before I entered the ring, she just kept glaring at my outfit as if there was something filthy on it. And then felt the need to comment on it as if she was some sort of elitist fashion critic.

"Urgh, what kind of outfit is that?! Let me guess? You found it in a garbage dump?!"

"Well, what kind of name is Malisica?" I snarked back.

"Hey, at least it's better than being called Dynamite. What a dumb codename."

"It's my real name. Okay? Stop talking shit." I could have said more in return to her, but I had to hurry into the arena itself.

And then when I exited the arena after my victory, she didn't congratulate me at all. Instead, she just crossed her arms, glared at me and muttered "tramp".

Boy, I could have throttled her at that point! But there's a rule in Xtreme's arena that fighters aren't allowed to attack each other outside the ring, otherwise they'll be disqualified. And I REALLY need that money.

It didn't help that Malisica apparently aced her own fight this week against one of the strongest competitors in the tournament. So now she's going into the semi-finals too, with a final chance to make it to the finals as well. At least I wasn't there at the time - we would have just been sniping at each other again.

Other people say that Malisica is a really good fighter. She shows no mercy towards her opponents and some have even been crippled for the rest of their lives. Apparently, only one person has been able to defeat her, but that was a long time ago before she fought in the ring. There are even claims that it's the same person who disfigured her.

There are two ideal outcomes for this situation. Either Malisica gets utterly wrecked in her next fight, or she makes it to the final and I get to thrash her there. Either way, she really seems like the type that needs knocking down a peg or two.

Friday, October 14, 2022

Dynamite's Diary - 14th October 2022

Dad took me over to Grandma's house for the weekend last week. It's been a year since they first met up with each other again and he wants to commemorate it.

I managed to bring a whole bunch of comics and books with me to past the time, so that I didn't get bored stiff from a lack of good internet connection. That of course was when I wasn't receiving more martial arts training from Dad and Grandma. She's a real ace at them despite her age! Dad was able to match up with her in combat at times, but I kept struggling.

Conveniently, at least from Dad's perspective, school was closed on Monday due to a suspected gas leak. So it meant that I ended up spending even more time with them as a result. I felt that he should be the one spending all this time with her since they have the closer relationship and I only recently met up with her, but at least it makes him happy. And honestly, it was a pretty relaxing time getting to hang out with my relatives.

Well okay, maybe there was that whole business with the hot dog eating. Grandma taught Dad how to eat several hot dogs in a short time when he was younger, and she decided to do the same with me. At first, I thought it would be easy peasy - I LOVE hot dogs and aced several eating contests at elementary school.

It really wasn't. I felt really sick afterwards and needed the toilet several times. And you should see what it all looks like coming out like that. Urgh... O_O

"Hey, look on the bright side, Dad told me during my seventh trip to the toilet. "At least you lived." He gave some awkward grin to me, and then looked all spooked out as he loom to the side.

But hey, compared to the stuff I've been dealing with in Xtreme's ring for the past few months, stuffing myself with hot dogs is child's play. As were the extra martial arts lessons that Grandma gave me after my body had recovered. That was definitely a lot easier, even if she kept winning our spars together.

In a way, it was kind of a good way of taking a break from fighting arena antics whilst at the same time still preparing for them. I actually feel refreshed in a sense - no broken bones or bruises this time! Maybe they were just going easy on me for now. Who knows?

For the rest of the week, I spent time at Mom's. Nothing that eventful otherwise. As she's not paying much attention to this fighting arena business, I had even more time to relax with comics and video games. Which was just as well because it turned out I accidentally left my diary at Grandma's, which was why I didn't get to write in it earlier. Thankfully, Dad was able to give it to me via postage - and it's especially fortunate that the diary comes with a lock, so he likely didn't sneak a peak in it. There's some stuff you'd rather not have your folks know about, even if they're fine with that sort of thing normally.

Next week is the quarter-final, so fingers crossed that I do well in it. Hopefully the martial arts training I had with Grandma will help. As will some extra explosives in my arsenal. You can never have too much of them in combat. ;)

Thursday, October 6, 2022

My Nightmare Forms For The Death Battle Hosts - Inspired By Ice Queendom

This is a creative project I've done in response to RWBY: Ice Queendom, the 2D anime series spin-off of RWBY that got released this year. The plot consists of Weiss Schnee being possessed by a Nightmare Grimm, which corrupts into a frozen-hearted dictator in her own mindscape with an immense hatred of Faunus. The rest of Team RWBY must then enter her mindscape in order to get rid of the Nightmare and save her.

I would like to start by saying that I did not decide to do this project because I liked Ice Queendom in any form. In fact, as sad as it is to confess it, I actually didn't think much of the series. Weiss came off as way too annoying to be sympathetic in the early episodes even before being corrupted, even when taking the way she was already portrayed in Volume 1 of the original RWBY, and I felt that several interesting plot points were ultimately wasted. It's a pity really, because it was Studio SHAFT working on it and considering that they were responsible for Puella Magi Madoka Magica, one of my favourite anime series of all time, I expected to appreciate Ice Queendom in the same way too.

That said, I found the concept of Negative selves that the series explores really interesting. And after a particular plot twist in Episode 10 that I will not spoil, I became curious about the idea of exploring what the Negative selves of other characters from other works would be like. And being the major Death Battle fan I am, I wondered to myself - what would the Nightmare-infected hosts of the show be like?

So here are the ideas that I have in mind, based on their personalities, personal issues, interests and just about nearly everything else I learnt about them in the show. They will consist of pictures that get my main ideas about the characters across, and then text that explains them and their mindscapes in further detail.


Negative Wiz.

Nega-Wiz is still a scientist like the real deal, only in a more cyber punk manner. Rather than simply being a humanoid cyborg with a robotic arm, he is now a full-on robotic figure with metallic skin. One of his robot arms looks like the one he currently has, whilst the other one looks a lot sleaker and well-built, based on how it appear in original fan art of the character. He acts more like your stereotypical mad scientist too, complete with the evil laugh and flamboyant hand gestures.

His mindscape is a futuristic science lab, as you would expect of a scientist like him. It will likely have a lot of greens and blues in it, similar to the colours of the t-shirts that he has worn over the years. There are plenty of torture devices within it, which he sends unwitting test subjects into. Robots guard the doors to the lab in case any strangers try to break in. If somebody does, they'll act straight away, trying to shoot them down with laser guns and tasers.

In Nega-Wiz's mindscape, Boomstick is portrayed as a pet dog who is both a faithful companion and a lab experiment. Though Nega-Wiz does care for him and treat him well on several occasions, he is not afraid to exploit him for science if necessary. Meanwhile, Jocelyn and the other interns are portrayed as lab rats that Nega-Wiz happily experiments on without any remorse, symbolising how he sees them as expendable in real life. As for Ringmaster, he is a shadowed figure outside the lab who occasionally peeks in. Dog-Boomstick pants happily every time he appears, but Nega-Wiz gets furious and forbids Boomstick from going near the door when it happens, alluding to how the real Wiz doesn't like the fact that the real Boomstick sometimes sees Ringmaster as his best friend rather than Wiz.

Meanwhile, Nega-Wiz's mother and father are unconscious test subjects strapped to machines that he is trying to bring back. His father was emotionally distant from him while he was alive and is currently dead, while his mother's situation is ambiguous (depending on the blooper reel, she's either dead or comatose, though the main episodes imply she is still alive), so their status in the nightmare world reflects this. Every time he tries to bring them back, something goes wrong which means that he has to start all over again, showing that he cannot quite connect to them no matter how hard he tries.


Negative Boomstick.

This was my favourite concept to explore out of all four hosts. Nega-Boomstick is essentially the psychopathic manchild trope taken to extremes - he wears a baby romper (with it flopping round his shotgun leg) and paper crown and plays with toys, often violently. He sucks his thumb and will burst into tears over the slightest problem, though gets very excited when involved in play. Despite his childish behaviour and attire, he still drinks alcohol, swears and uses guns. He has a particularly large shotgun that he uses whenever he's angry, blasting "faulty" toys and other nuisances that tick him off. At some point, he'll probably end up singing a creepy and depressing song, likely a twisted lullaby or nursery rhyme.

The mindscape Nega-Boomstick resides in resembles a twisted child's play-room, representing the fact that he has not matured emotionally. There are plenty of battered toys, a shabby Wendy House resembling his real life shack and snacks strewn on the carpet. Sometimes he will even pick the snacks off the ground and eat them if he's hungry. His pets just run rampant over the room and he doesn't bother to clean up their messes, even if it involves their excrement. They're also ridiculously big, with Jack Spaniels appearing in his Devil Gene form and Mr. Snappy serving as a giant cushion for Nega-Boomstick to sit on. No parent in their right mind would allow their child to play in a room like this, but Nega-Boomstick is perfectly fine with it.

The mindscape versions of Wiz, Jocelyn and Ringmaster are portrayed as action figures that he likes to play with, but will still bash about if he was annoyed about something. If he breaks them though in his fits of anger (especially Wiz and Ringmaster), he will get surprisingly upset and teary-eyed about it. His daughter appears as a Barbie doll of some sort that he treats somewhat better, but is very obsessed with making her dress in a non-sexualised manner and often puts her in a "safe" box for safekeeping, given that he's pretty overprotective of her in real life. In fact, he doesn't even play with her that often. His mother on the other hand is portrayed as a ragdoll that he confides in during his more emotionally vulnerable moments, and unlike the action figures, he would never dream of mistreating her. If his real life mother was somehow able to make her way into his mindscape, it's highly likely that she would be able to talk reason into him and be able to extract the Nightmare from him despite being stuck in her toy body due to how much he trusts her. His Grandma and Granddad are also portrayed as stuffed toys that he treats with respect.

Not everyone appears in toy form though. His ex-wife is portrayed as an ice cat who keeps pestering him by entering his playroom when he doesn't want her to, eating all his snacks and swatting all the toys down. I imagined her depicted in this manner due to her being made out to be an ice queen who's way too obsessed with food and has a pet cat in real life. In fact, since it's implied that Boomstick has had several ex-wives, the cat could be an embodiment of all the ex-wives combined due to him seeing them as the same person. Meanwhile, his stepfathers would be portrayed as grotesque caterpillar figures with their real life faces attached to the front, who also pester Nega-Boomstick frequently. Every time he tries to shoot them to bits, they just regenerate, as if he can't quite shake their mistreatment of him out of his mind.

Had Boomstick ended up with this form before Episode 150 of Death Battle, his father would have been a dominant figure inside his mindscape due to being a major reason for his current mental health issues. He would have been portrayed as a giant shadowed figure who loomed over the playhouse and commanded over the stepfathers, as well as a major arch-nemesis to Nega-Boomstick and the only enemy who could overwhelm him. As Episode 150 ended with (spoiler alert) him moving on from his father, this is unlikely to be the case now, and at most, the father will probably just be on the same power level as the stepfathers. In fact, unlike them, Nega-Boomstick could probably shoot him up easily without worrying about him regenerating, due to completely rejecting him now. He'll still be portrayed as a shadowed figure though, to show how Boomstick has never really learnt his true identity.


Negative Jocelyn.

Nega-Jocelyn is presented as an embittered army figure, rising up and planning to overthrow Wiz and Boomstick. Though she is not insane or as twisted as the other Negative versions of the hosts, she still has an unfettered nature and comes across as a knight templar at times. She wears a military uniform consisting of a short sleeved jacket, trousers, boots and a cap.

Her mindscape resembles a large prison, symbolising how she feels trapped in her occupation as an intern. Her own jail cell would have initially been the same size as the broom closet she used to work in had she ended up in this form before the relaunch of DBX, but now it would just be the same size as her current office. That said, she has been able to break out of this cell and is now able to navigate the prison easily, unlocking the other cells and setting the prisoners free in order to have them join her cause.

Any other interns working at Death Battle labs will be depicted as silhouetted soldiers that Nega-Jocelyn leads over, following her every command as she rallies them on to attack their enemies. Wiz and Boomstick themselves are represented as the head jailers, dressed up in fine kingly robes and crowns and sitting on fancy thrones. They come across as even more repulsive than they are in real life, giving Nega-Jocelyn even more of an incentive to attack them. Even if their real selves entered the mindscape and tried to reason with her, Nega-Jocelyn would still insist on fetching their heads. As for Ringmaster, he'll probably be a prison guard that claims to want to help the prisoners but has his own ulterior motives, reflecting how he was happy to accept her as a co-host on his show, but for his own reasons.


Negative Ringmaster.

Nega-Ringmaster is, as expected, dressed like an actual circus ringmaster, complete with a stupidly large bowtie. He shares the same suave and flamboyant nature as his real self, as well as his more psychotic side, but this time his crazy nature is bloated to grotesque extremes. If a single mistake is made by someone else or they defy him in any way, he goes absolutely ballistic and will essentially try and take them out lethally. He loves chaos in his ring and has a dislike for order, similar to his dislike of research and love of bloodshed.

His mindscape is essentially a creepy circus in the style of the old-time ones. There are zombie animals and creepy clowns galore, and the ring itself has a chaotic vibe to its deathtraps. There are plenty of pyrotechnics going off, some even going off in the stands where the audiences are. The audiences are constantly getting killed by the pyrotechnics and then coming back to life for no apparent reason at all, likely because Nega-Ringmaster won't allow them to leave and wants to satisfy his own ego by keeping them there. Most of them cheer wildly when watching the shows, but there will occasionally be the odd booing sound, reflecting how Ringmaster desires positive attention but cannot escape the negative type. Every time he silences the booing with the use of pyrotechnics, it will happen again sometime later.

The mindscape versions of Wiz and Boomstick are depicted as cutboard cutouts that he communicates with frequently, similar to the ones he used in DBX. They can talk, but mainly with Ringmaster's voice impersonating their real selves. Boomstick wears a clown outfit while Wiz wears a Harlequin outfit. Meanwhile, the mindscape version of Jocelyn is depicted as a magician's assistant in a sparkly leotard who comes across as flawless and simply goes along with what Nega-Ringmaster wants, given that when she appeared in DBX, he tried to ignore stuff about her he didn't like and ultimately chose her as his potential future co-host due to him liking the fact that she was normal compared to everyone else. If the real Jocelyn entered his mindscape, he would no doubt lose his temper and try and assert his control over her again as she tries to avoid him and locate the Nightmare in his mindscape.


Obviously my artwork is not up to quality artist standards, and neither is the colouring, but I hope I was able to get my thoughts and ideas across, both in the pictures and in my explanations. It would be interesting to think about the Nightmare forms for other characters in media, maybe even characters in RWBY that did not get infected by the Nightmare. Possibly even characters from other Rooster Teeth works or ones from outside Rooster Teeth. :D

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